This morning I just had the equivalent of my car not starting and missing my uni lecture - I couldn't log-in to my online lecture/tute! I still don't know why, but it's not just the OUM sites. I can see all my google accounts just fine including this blog. Oh, I hope it doesn't have anything to do with shaping. That I cannot know until the Netspace office opens at 9am....
So, I got up at 4am for nothing. I couldn't sleep last night, I was still awake at 1.30am reading my med notes (better than just lying there), then again at 2am and 3.30am. I've started doing that thing again when I can't sleep the night before a tute. I think it's a combination of knowing how early I have to get up, and being nervous about public speaking coupled with the fear of not knowing an answer to the pimping question and looking either lazy (unprepared) or studpid. I completely blame my shift work, and particularly being on-call all the time, for stuffing up my body clock as I used to be the best sleeper. Now it seems my stupid adrenal glands are hyperstimulated.
I've tried for over and hour and a half to log-in. I even put on my uniform and went all the way into work to see if I could get on there but the Firewall prevented me. I can't even get access to my OUM email to email my lecturer and tell her what happened. I hope her email account receives my Gmail.
Ugh.
So now it's 06:19am. I go back on duty at 7am so not all is lost. I have to drive about 150km to an OH+S meeting today as I'm the HSR (health and safety representative) for my ambulance station. I'm sure it will be riveting as always. I hope I can convince someone else to be the HSR as I've done it for over a year now. It's one of those jobs - someone has to do it.
What to do now? I guess I'll read Lippincotts chapter on DMARDs and watch the end of the corresponding video lecture by Doctors In Training before it expires....
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