Monday, December 17, 2018

Medical Intern 2019

Woweee..... What a couple of weeks!

The moral of the story is to be prepared for when an opportunity comes along so you can grab it with both hands!

In the end I was offered two internships and a third interview (which I declined when I accepted the second offer).

I actually now start January 7th 2019 which is three weeks from now! :O

It's also interstate so I need to pack up the whole house and move my entire life and family as well as prepare myself mentally and clinically for the year ahead of me which by all past accounts will be challenging.

At this point in time I feel really grateful for all the help I received along the way from my mentors, work colleagues, and especially my husband and children. My parents have been great and my friends. My paramedic boss was so good about it when I gave him under the minimum notice to resign. I'm actually going to remain as casual paramedic and see how the year transpires.

I'm also really proud of myself. I was reflecting back on all the crazy stuff I've done to get to this point. I drove past the McDonalds I studied in on Easter Weekend because the library was shut. I remember the guy next to me saying I'd be better off studying at the casino, given the incredible noise and busyness of the restaurant that particular day. He was probably right!

All the double-shifts, driving hundreds of kilometres, staying up late and getting up early to study around the kids, how my first was born the week after. my final pre-clinical exam and my second the morning before I received my diploma. I'm really proud of my stoicism during this time. And its no wonder I feel burnt out right now.

But there is no time to rest now!

I'm on might shift tonight on the ambulance but I have a million things to do today. Grocery shopping for one because I still have two children that need heathy, or any, food in the house. I also have to declutter my possession s as I don't want to be transporting interstate junk that I don't need or want.

Then there is the clinical revision I really want to do. I've submitted all my AHPRA paperwork which took about 5 hours to complete. I want to print some "cheat sheet" cards covering common meds and common physical exam points (especially neuro).

I also need some doctor clothes. What I currently have won't cover me on a full-time roster. I was my own version of a uniform which consists of opaque black stockings, black knee length pencil skirt (not tight), house, and cardigan with pockets. Hopefully I won't start in ED because that required green scrubs and I only have one set.

Ok that is my very exciting update for now! What a journey it's been to get to this point!

No longer a med student!